April 13th, 2006
|05:26 pm - i want a boyfriend so badly....|
NOT. haha anywayz I haven't written in this spankliciuous livejournal in a while so i guess today would be a good day to start. umm...school...yeh. I cannot wait till spring break or just after school tomorrow. I can sleep and not think about anything in peace. I got my grades today and they're not bad. 1 B out of 5 A's. i was kind of surprised considering that I don't feel like i tried that hard this quarter. there's actually no need for me to have an online journal becuz i usually never have anything going on. But oh well i guess i'll keep this sucker for amusement....just like myspace.
March 28th, 2006
Alright, no emotional updates. I haven't been updating in a while. I am currently sick, but for some reason I"m getting better. THis happened all in the matter of 5 hours. I feel like I'm having an out of body experience cuz my head feels like its floating. hehe but i don't mind that. SO its officially hump day and I'm gonna go off to bed soon. haha wuut a useless post.
Current Mood: sick
March 23rd, 2006
|01:23 am - Woah....long time no post|
Anywayz...I can't sleep at the moment, so I guess I'll post something up. Life is alright...I guess. My grandparents are sick and I lost my job.. But shit happens and life goes on. My grades are kind of low considering what I got last semester, but I can always try and bring those suckers up. They're not horrible, but could use improvement. I also found out that before I am able to drive a fucking car that i have to be able to prove that I am a good driver to my mom. Sees how much faith she has in me...thanks mom. Also I'm gonna go to the doctor for the first frikkin time. My mom finally said that I needed to go. I hope I"m sick becuz that will just prove my mom wrong all those years. SHe nags the shit out of me now. I wanna get out of the house! Why? ANd why da fuck does my mom always give me such bs about hanging out with my guy friends. I tell her...they're my GUY FRIENDS...not some fuck buddies. DOes anyone in my fucking family believe in me at all? What do I have to do to prove to them I'm not the most arrogant, stupid, spoiled, unsocial person they think I am. I'm doing an event that I don't even wanna do for track and thats complete bullshit. I hate it, but again..shit happens. I'm annoyed with some of my friends and I feel like some of them don't wanna talk to me. School is going by sooo slowly...I wanna shoot myself half the time. I've been feeling pretty crapy, but w/e. But other than that..no drama outside of my problems which is good becuz it'll less stress that I have to deal with at the moment. ADios people....respond if you like...but i highly doubt you will.
Current Mood: disappointed
January 22nd, 2006
Geez, my mom is being so mean to me. I haven't even done anything and she's acting like she hates me for doing something. I don't know what the hell is wrong with her. She seriously has something up her ass. She's nicer to the dog. WTF have I done wrong this time. Gawd, i can't stand my family and their off and on again moods. Anywayz, Mariko is coming over soon and my mom is tellin me to clean my room.
January 21st, 2006
|03:10 pm - Sorry you guys....its kind of a downer.|
So exams are over. yessss. One less thing to worry about over the weekend. Anywayz, I woke up today and I wanted to ask my mom something, and she seemed extremely out of it. I swear, she needs to stop taking so many pills and she just needs to chill out. In a way, I'm kind of worried. She's always sick and she's always stressed out. I saw my dad's ankle and the dark marks on it were looking even worse. I don't know what is going on with my family regarding health and its kind of creeping me out. My sister's egzema is acting up also and I feel bad that she has that. Right now, I feel extremely lucky to not have any health problems at the moment *kocks on wood*. This weekend is a bit bittersweet for me considering all this bs about health and stuff. I'm still unemployed, my family is sick, can't drive anywhere i want, and my massive headache is making me crazy, oh yeh and how i did on my tests......are most of the things that are going on in my life. Of course, I have more but they're way more personal and depressing/annoying. So I'm gonna go...and sorry for you who had to read this and see me very emo for a second.
Current Mood: discontent
January 15th, 2006
so haha fuck dat bitch!! She annoys me hell out of me! well, I hope she goes to hell. Have a nice day or evening or w/e. I'm gonna go watch tv.
December 14th, 2005
ALRIGHT...lemmie be emo for 5 minutes...jus 5 minutes............... AHHHHH life sucks. alright thats it....enuff said.
December 7th, 2005
Alright, so I guess I haven't updated in a while. There's just nothing going on with my life to update. But the band drama is crazy this year. hahaha silly horny band folks. I'm gonna go and study now....maybe I should do my hw too. adios everyone!
November 24th, 2005
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!!!!
November 23rd, 2005
|11:41 pm - Band people......|
Does anyone know what time we have to be at school for the game on friday?